Text posted on 1.01.10
Goodmorning.
Oh how hard it is to stay distracted, to keep my mind off you. I woke up this morning disappointed that my dream wasn’t a reality, what does it mean when your life has become the nightmare you wish to wake up from? Everyday I sleep in longer but wake up more tired then the day before. How do I break this cycle? The cycle of perpetual weariness, of feeling lifeless. I wish there was a twelve step program to happiness, until then “Ima fuck the pain away.”
Today, Im going to get my fix off atmosphere. It’s been awhile..
